why????????????????????????????????????

I sit here in dark,

so dark without a tiniest spark,

I am scared,

perhaps really scarred ….

the darkness is not out there,

its in  here I swear…..

 

Its not evil insight ,

but without a light,

nay a mere spark called hope,

coz light left my soul,

the day,

u left me alone….

 

why did you,

ever come

into my life ???

Is it???

to just make me a scum,

or just to …….

split my heart in two…. .

 

do you know ?

how much I cry….

just for you…

why did you walk away????

without a  merest goodbye…

 

why did you

make me smile???

for now

without you I forgot

how to smile….

 

I will never curse you

never will I hate you

I will never complain …

never will I be smiling again….

 

you striven hard for me,

to see me happy ,

you tore yourself,

you left me ,

coz you decided,

my life will be better ,

without you…..

but why ????

did you forget dear ,

that you are my life….

 

for love is peculiar…

perhaps in future….

If I ever see you ????

I will smile ,speak to you….

but deep in here,

my heart bleeds..

 

 

 

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22 Comments Add yours

  1. Beautifully written… Please checkout my blog.

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    1. anaghamurali says:

      thank you…..i ll surely see…

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  2. ANM7 says:

    You have resourced the context well, and paid the teacher in correct negotiable value. Thus you will profit, for not too many dare incur the pain and relive it yet again by revisit in expression, in sharing it with the world. Congratulations, for you will find your potential and strength, rather than allow it to subconsciously rule a sadness.

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      1. ANM7 says:

        Welcome and thanks for all the crazy likes (lol). Hope you read some of that stuff???????

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      2. anaghamurali says:

        yep……i did…

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      3. ANM7 says:

        Thank you, again

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  3. Nitin says:

    The piece resonated with me Anagha. This question of why so troubles us, after all their promise and hope and after they had left. All the pain and anguish is captured here. You tore out your feelings here. I felt it.

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  4. Pratyusha says:

    Aww baby ! I m here for u. Will never leave my baby sister ❤

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    1. anaghamurali says:

      thank you my lovelyy darling sister…..

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Pratyusha says:

        🙂 🙂 ❤ u

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  5. randyjw says:

    Aaaw. I hope you get over this one. If they have left, then you certainly don’t deserve that and there’ll be someone better-suited with you that would make a better relationship for you.

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    1. anaghamurali says:

      yes….and thank you dear

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    1. anaghamurali says:

      thank ,It was penned during one of my depression

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      1. oh…depression! the result anyway was good!

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      2. anaghamurali says:

        hehe…it happens once in a while

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      3. anaghamurali says:

        yeah nice explanation to life sine curve

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      4. haha… only, the crest of the wave must be broader than that of the trough!!

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