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what is that I  feel….possessiveness or insecurity ..Does he love me ???I dont know…Am I jealous ,Do I nurture envy or hatred towards a girl I never knew ????yes is the answer.

Am I crazy????Why do I love him?….I am drawn towards him like a magnet attracted to its core….love turns me insane…I lost my sane self ….

I desperately wish she wasnt his girlfriend??why do I wish like this??I am angry annoyed and by the way disturbed , upset,,,,

I was  soaked in my anticipation until a guy called out”HI”he said reluctantly…”hi “I replied …He smiled at me with a warmth of an old friend..I felt good..”what is your name?”he asked.

“amy”I replied”yours??”.

“Sam “he replied….

Another few guys accompanied him…..”hi, “an other one said shaking my hand I smile,,,,a few grin…

their eyes scanned me head to foot and they pestered me with comments how brilliant my eyes are…and how I wonderful the curls of my hair looked…..’flirts….I knew …but what can i do???.’. ….I am a joker here…I felt like a dog…feeling more and more uncomfortable every passing second….havent they seen girls before…Why do they look at me like I am sort of alien…?

A tall guy nearly fell on me…I gave him a stern look… . Sam pushed the guy aside and stood next to me…his eyes asked me sorry…I gave him an its OK look…..It was then I understood we both conversed without speaking…a strange understanding,a lovely friendship lingered in our hearts.

that stupid bully Vicky came up to me…”Amy this is not the place for little kids,,,,oh dear how will this tiny face look if I smash it…I cant wait”He said….

I can feel blood boiling beneath my skin….anger taking its toll.

“Really Vicky…Lets see”I replied…

thank god …the trainer entered….making everyone disperse ..I stood next to SAM….a glimpse of his mobile made my heart deluge in dismay.

Okay the first exercise skipping……trainer gave a rope to me I can feel his clothes slightly brush me….making thousand live butterflies quiver in my stomach when he stood near me,,,…and slowly whispered in my ear”That girl is my sister”…..

I stood there staring he left me confused…what did he tell me???/how did he know??///Christ in heaven does he loves me…

I stood there stunned unable to comprehend what is happening here…unable to realize or judge…

I skipped hard…I did it much better than any guy just because I just want to be perfect in his eyes…..

Trainer smiled at me…he is proud of me….I cant help myself from grinning….The number of push ups I did was more than anyone else….thanks to Ted who compelled me to work out.

Sam was happy…Trainer came up to me….he caressed my hair….”good Amy…that is impressive” he said..smiling at me….I lose myself in his grin.

Vicky groaned”Girls can skip….whatever… she is gonna be smashed in the ring..and I cant wait to beat this girl into pulp”.

I look upon  to the trainer.He looked angry…he replied”Mind your words…or else I will chuck you out of the class lets see Vicky who is gonna be smashed?”…..

the trainer patted on my shoulders..his touch makes me tremble..You have the qualities of a good boxer…..making me blush red…his brown eyes..oh god what sorcery does he do???/why do I lay bewitched in him…

I reached class with a floating heart….I was then I remembered I left  my bag pack in the boxing hall…..holy….I  ran back…It was empty and perhaps dark…..I switched on the light….the light flickered but went off fast…What the hell it was working really well few minutes back….it is dark a bit scary….I searched my bagpack…but it was missing….but suddenly the door closed ……the cold wind gushed through my clothes though all the windows were closed….I didnt know what was happening.but I can felt a strange sense a foreboding….panic filled my heart…terror captured my soul..

the dread overcame me…fear gripped me hard…I felt strange….I tried to call for help but no voice came out….I felt someone pass behind me…I turn around but there wasnt a soul…..but I felt a presence….a strong presence////sweat rolled down my skin…..

I must be bold,,,,I told myself..Amy be strong I reminded myself

the smell of blood increased….the stench turned nearly unbearable…my eyesight blurred….I can feel adrenaline pouring out in my veins…..tear skips my eyes..I sob silently….I run trying my best to open the door but it is locked…I sob I cry…I call out for help but nobody turns up….

I felt someone call “amy”….I turn around….I saw a lady…excuse me…I asked….do you know who locked it….???how come you are here???I asked ….but she didnt reply…..I inched closer to her….excuse me…I called out…….

she turned//…..my heart nearly stopped…..the lady…the murdered lady…..I flinched unable to react my hands and legs turned numb stiffened….she moved towards me with that peering glance….that eyes…..which haunted me….now…I cower before her…I run just under the power of adrenaline she followed me…I run faster…I slipped and thrashed my head against a metal table..the lady smiles she moves closer…I can feel my blood flow away from me….tickling down my clothes…I felt my life sucked out of me….I close my eyes…..