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I can feel my blood spurt away from me….my thick blood dampening my clothes…weak and shivering…I close my eyes….darkness blind me….I can feel the lady inching closer…I am dying I knew…..

I lose….

The light tickles me……Amy….Amy…..I can feel tears dropping on my hand….I slowly open my eyes……….My head is throbbing with pain……I look around….the vision is initially blurred the room gradually becomes visible….the trainer is sitting near me…his eyes were swollen out of crying….his clothes stained with blood…

Did he cry???why//////my head hurts…..the memories resonate back to me…..the lady she is here……I sob I scream….I am scared…the trainer looked at me….”Amy….Amy dear what happened? are you alright?”he asked with his voice failing in panic….

I weep in pain and fear….hugging him…She is here…she is here/…..I whine….cuddling in his embrace…I stare into his eyes…she is here save me please…help me…. she will kill me….

“no one will harm my Amy,nothing….there is no one here….relax …relax…I am there for you…”he said….”she is there”I said weeping desperately…”dear,relax….don’t cry, Amy…I am there for you…Amy…..don’t cry baby,,”he said…clasping me closer….whereas I lie clinging on him….I felt safe….

“You can leave her,we are here to take care of her,”said my English teacher stern..”Don’t leave me alone…”I cried….I was hallucinating and by the way completely soaked in fear.

he held me closer”I will never leave you, Amy, never,”he said…ignoring the crowd standing near us….

slowly I came to my real self the whole school is staring at us…..we drift apart…..but my head stings in pain….

“Amy.What happened to you?”asked Claire…I narrated her the whole incident…but she didn’t believe me …I knew she wont….”but Amy,”she said”the trainer was really panicked when he saw you in blood”…”the way he ran…god he is the best”

I didn’t know what to perceive….I caressed my head…the strange memories….

I sit down in lawn under the chestnut tree…my trepidation gnawing my courage…I am terrified perhaps confused….I look into nature which has always given me comfort…but strange silence enraptured my soul….”Amy”a voice called out…..Sam, I smile….”how are you ?”he asks….”fine”I reply but it is a lie….

I narrated him what happened …but he didn’t laugh….or blame me for hallucinations,,,instead, he said…the trainer and I saw someone pass away from your side..I did search for that but didn’t find anyone…..we believe you Amy he said……as he walked away….

when I reach home….it invited a lot of fuss,,,,mom started crying…dad never cried but he can’t stand to see me hurt…Ted didn’t choose to return home…he stayed in my house…because he cants bear to leave my side in such a condition….

I am happy don’t know why some part of my heart believed he loves me..his embrace his care….god I am lost….I love him for sure…

I smile like insane…every time without any specific reason,…

The cut was deep…I took two days off…..

the third day…..I reached school…Claire was in tears…

I asked,”What happened, dear?”

she said,”Trainer left our school”.

“What,” I asked?….

“he left just now,”she said…..

Tears flow down my eyes…..