where are you my krishna?
My god,my best friend,
where have you camouflaged?
In the darkest endeavor my life
seeking you I stroll astray
Gaping unable to breath
I suffocate,alien in this world
I weep unheard ,my tears spurt out in galleons
where are you krishna?
I nay trust anyone,
cause everyone I trust
seem to be in disguise.
Myth states you have always been there
when you devotees cry…
why do turn a blind eye
to my ceaseless tears.
you have devotees who made history,
for you always was a mystery…
I turn hysteric,
when I compare my devotion to theirs.
Blue complexion ,enticing lotus petal eyes,
all paintings in India depicts you,
etched in hearts you are,
by miracles you perform .
You did slay demons as a kid,
now I seek your refuge to
destroy my inner demons..
spelling your name my god
as a best friend ,a brother,
I need to play with you,
in the music erupting from your flute
I wanna blend and disappear
I am scared you know,
working like a puppet
whose strings are pulled by
elders they call themselves.
Why cant you hear the destitute of my heart,
where are you when I need u at most…
I nay plead for miracles,
but for strength,for I fall low..
you know I shriek aloud
shout you name in the canopy of my tears
thwarted hurt and lost I am,
let alone you read my heart,…
nay have I hurt anyone by purpose,
but still subdued by the multitudinous
hatred others shower on me.
what is that I did Krishna?
for the world to detest me so much.
peace left me long aback ,
my nights infested with nightmares,
Crying out your name I live,
Jai Shri Krishna.
happy janmastami….happy shri krishna jayanthi